I have always felt drawn to creating spaces. Curating my bedroom to express everything that I am, journaling my every thought and putting my brain into a physical plane, making something to hold and express the inner desires of me. I love so much in this world and blending all that I love into something I can see satisfies me so deeply. I have a million thoughts and ideas dancing around my mind constantly, writing has always grounded me and allowed me to take a break from holding so much in my head releasing everything out through my fingers onto a sheet of paper. It is so special and personal but I want to share all that I am, not forcefully, but in a way that allows anybody to come and go as they please. Instead of spamming my snapchat story with every moment of my life or bombarding my feed with dumps 20 at a time, (which I am entirely guilty of) I decided to create my own space, a place in the digital world that is unique to me that I can make into whatever I want. So I googled how to start a blog and I bought a domain and a subscription that allows me to use it. I hesitated when I saw the price and realised I was actually making a commitment without knowing at all where it would lead me, if anywhere, but instead of thinking it too much through I just put my card information in and did it.
Now I have a website. Meohmi.blog(.wordpress.com) Nobody knows about it, there is no pressure, no rules. I can type run on sentences with commas in whatever place I feel like putting them. I can talk about anything I want to: my own life, soccer, languages, God, science, movies, hobbies, books, music. Anything and everything. I am making it up as I go and I am putting it out before it is ready. This is mine and it is for me. I am so excited to see where it goes.
I am not sure if anybody will ever see this or if it will be interesting to anybody who does, but that is not what matters what matters is the fact that I am doing it and I am so proud of myself for that. Welcome to my digital space.
Me oh my so cool 